okay so yfn was suuuper amazing (:
they said you have anything you want to repent (don't really like that word) come down and so everyone in myyouth group did and then after that we had to get in a group and confess it to them and this one girl who had this huge scar and a bruise that would go away (she's had it for about a year or more) her scar was completely gone she couldn't see it anymore
and then this other girl who had bad bad asthma (?) and got in a car crash and had some injury went up another night and they told her to run around the room to see if she was healed and guess what? SHE WAS! she didn't hurt and she didn't have an attack
ths week has been so so so amazing and i never want to go back to how i used to be..



oh and another thing the same night that we confessed things i was walking home from walking my friend home (she lives like right next door to where we stayed and i heard someone whisper my name (not actually heard heard but you know) and i was feaking out so i run through the fence and to where i was staying and then i was taking a shower and there was this screaming praise God! praise God! and it was so loud (and it wasn't actually audible) and then i hear my name being whispered again and no one was at the door so i was panicking i really thought i was going insane and then i told my youth pastor told me about the story of samuel and eli it was so so strange yet so so amazing and the next night this other girl had a story somewhat like mine she was in the bathroom and she heard someone calling her name and like me she was freaking out and thought someone was in her house but it was just her and she heard it again and she was like God.. is that you? and the voice answered why don't you tell them the things i did for you this summer? share your sstory (she had to write a report for school) and she wrote it all down for her thing and it was only supposed to be 5 monutes but it lasted and hour because people kept piling into the classroom to hear her there were cheerleaders and teachers and fb players
it was so amazing

and thank you to those who actualy had the patients to read all the way through my babling :] i just really really wanted to say it